I Want To Be A Spaceman 10-01-06 20:25
There is something I do not understand. Why am I so sad, all the time? There is only one thing that keeps me here on this earth is Todd... without him, I would go jump off the 8th floor of the Education Building here on the wonderful BSU campus... I love Todd with all my heart. I do not deserve someone like him, someone who really cares for me... I've accrued to much bad karma in my life for that. I feel so lost... I need Todd.. he isn't here... I don't see him for 5 days... now I'll go cry.